so we're going to take the day to shop for new furniture,
and i couldn't be more excited.
allow me to explain
it's not that i require nice new things - it's that every last stick of belongings in the apartment thus far has a history, that i wish to erase. you can't move on without first being determind to leave it all behind ... and persoanlly i am ready to litterally leave it all in the trash
or set it ablaze and dance around it in pagen worship
for instance
michael is sitting quietly behind me watching the television, which coincidentally is sitting atop an entertainment center his cousin corey brought into my life when corey and i dated almost a year + ago
it's cheap, plastic board bought from walmart or similar and assembled with many stripped screws and holes
also there is the computer desk on which i type now, a present from corey also
it's not that i sit and ponder over thier bad memories, but i believe they do cause a slight dispare in the brightly lit life mcihael and i have created.
it's high time we started building the foundation for our forever, buying the jetta was step one - i'll never forget how delighted i was to sign my name next to his on the contract. but now we need to develop our love shack lol
no more cheap playwood furniture! hooray!
we're thinking something like this ::
yummy yes? keeping in mind we're not expecting to buy a house for a few more years, we need space saver stuff ... LOTS of pockets and nooks to make things function in the apartment
in other news, sent off my new penpal annie's letter. i was really excited to take on such an activity
... i just need to find more to say and include her in
i am thinking about mailing a blank disposable camera and having her take some pictures of her town, not anything personal like family of course, that seems creepy and unsafe of me to ask ... but to see another city from someone else's POV i think would be fabulous <3
take care :]
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loved
amused
cheerful