brandylyn_kay

 to the powers that may or may not be ::

please, please, please don't  make me cut my hair.

with all my heart i beseech you

i know due to over processing and bleach tub dives, the mess atop my head is more akin to straw than hair ... i know that i would save myself a lot of time and expensive reconstructing efforts if i just hacked off the damage and began anew ... and equally i'm aware that it wouldn't be detrimental because (hell) i look cute with short hair

but -

it took me so long to even get this far! nearly eleven months and i'm sporting five inches?! unfair!

i want so badly to be able to loop and swirl my hair into a cute updo for the wedding next year, and there is NO way if i chopped it now it would be at the length my fantasy demands!

ugh

i've got a somewhat desperate assortment of reconstruction products nearby which i plan to use all friggin day, month - year

hopefully they'll at least give me a glimmer of hope. if i can even get another inch of growth out f this mess i can snip the very ends and be right where i want to be.

please! 

any emergency care for hair advise would be greatly appreciated

and yes, one day - i will doubtlessly learn to stop doing this crap to myself.